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"sigh... bipolarity of life"
Esther

Well said! Very well said!

Esther is a friend I made in NUS (no, not imaginary!). It's been great, even though its only been a few weeks. She was my lab partner for molecular genetics =) was so comforting to see a friendly face all those times i wandered into the LT late and couldnt find a seat. Will always remember the library and her extremely funny stories about ah lians and bimbos in her physio class! Was trying very hard to suppress my laughter, bet the other ppl there trying to study must have been very pissed off! But if they'd listened, i think they would be laughing too! And let's not forget the leprechauns! Haha!

Felt that we get along very well, we amuse each other! but here comes to sad bit; she's leaving for scotland on monday. To study Med, what she really wanted to do, and so im really happy for her! And aberdeen! It's such a beautiful place... but cant help but feel this sinking feeling. No more esther to figure out what the TA is saying with! No more esther to complain about lecturers with! No more esther. =(

Alone. Again.

Strange sense of deja vu. First was when sookmeng went back to malaysia to study. Felt like a part of me was torn away and flung across the causeway. Really bad feeling. Then Enai goes to the states to study. Best friend. Nuff said. And now that i find someone in NUS who i click with, intelligent, funny and not a kiasu chao mugger, off she goes too. =~( Non-Singapore countries, WHY ARE YOU STEALING ALL MY FRIENDS?!?!

But thinking back, I'm really glad that I even know these people. That they were with me even for a little while. Bright beams of blessing shining into my life for a brief but glorious moment. God giveth and God taketh away.

Sad, but also very grateful. Sigh... The bipolarity of life.

posted by beckyboo @ 1:45 AM